abstruse | Valentine's Event @ discedo ; 15-02-12

Sasuke

It may come as either a shock or surprise or something to that effect, but it seems there are certain, how should I say, feelings that I haven't quite addressed. Perhaps you're more aware of them than I am. Sometimes its easier to understand something standing from the outside. I do mean to imply that I don't understand what it is I'm experiencing. I am not so conceided to believe that I understand everything; I think you can respect me for this. Well, I'd like to hope you DO respect me. Think well of me, really.

I'm blabbering; perhaps it's a defense against what I'm trying to express. I may seem open about feelings but the truth is the root of my longing lives practically only in the core of my soul. Perhaps you saw it the night we were drunk--alcohol filled the fissures of my soul, and consequently a desire for you bubbled to the surface of my demeanor.

Am I making sense? Perhaps you think me mad or blunt. My preference is to express things verbally, however, we both know the difficulties of that, a barrier I would gladly break if perhaps it could make what I want to express more legitimate.

You need not respond. I only wished to express myself.

Clive